I think we love any cord that binds us to family.
From Night Orchard
She drove an old Buick, down every dirt road in central Florida, and never once did she wash it. Each year was added a coat of the fine black dust that blew on the wind from the coast until it was hard to tell that the paint underneath was blue. In the same way, that same black dust coats the fruit of every December; the citrus that grows in the groves by the road, hiding the bright skin beneath. …
… “know that this day
this sweet golden day
this bright manly day
(what we do with our days)
is like the clear river ?”
There’s a light in the western mountains that comes at the end of the day. After the heat of the afternoon and before the sage turns purple and black in the last of the light. It is then that the day puts away it’s inexorable expectations and the air becomes suffused and, for a moment, golden.
There’s a light that spreads on the evening river; the light of amber and memory.
…
We have come to the Whitney
our pasts inside us
silent, like the dogwood flower.
A tableau of sculptures
march the veranda,
some small and assertive,
some large and lethargic
all migrants, ex-captives
the clank of their chains
still shuffles the High Line
one foot fear, one foot courage
they join in assembly
they tell of their bondage
One figure, an ape of a figure
big African lips,
on his shoulder a bindle
not of clothes or belongings
but of empty food cans
I remember when father
lived in our car
lived out of cans
he too, emancipated
the Chrysler Lebaron
we prayed to redeem us
wood panels, chrome hubcaps,
digital clock, smooth leather seats
We bought the old place
for it’s reach to the woods
and it’s true…
a step from the door
and on to the trail
that winds through the waiting aspen
is to enter the place
where the boundary awaits
where the rusted sign says
“please latch the gate” …
is to hear the land speak
of unfinished days.
There’s a corner-tree there
back deep in the woods;
a spruce, near eight feet around
and girded by strands of forgotten barbed wire.
On the day
that the rancher and his boy
built this fence together
did he stand and look across
and loving his son
with each beat of his chest
know that this day
this sweet golden day
this bright manly day
(what we do with our days)
is like the clear river ?
—
If all of the metal
were melted down
in this foothills town
all the rails
with their whispers
of longed-for arrivals
all the nails
holding our homes straight upright
all the girders and trusses
with their hard love for safety
all our fence, all our fears
standing sentry at night.
The blood moon arises
the seeing stars know
the sleeping town murmurs
of snow.
—
There’s a band of thin light
at the curve of the world
reaching into the forest,
flowing over the sage
rising with the still blue morning,
bringing the day’s
portion of earthly grace.
You may
lie here
for only a moment,
rest only as long,
to be living again.
You can
get there
only by running,
you may only arrive
empty handed.
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There’s a town nearby I’ve loved my whole life. It sits by the river, the only choice for a western town, in a valley of sagebrush and piñon and too little rain.
There are high mountains to the west, so beautiful in the morning light, so imperious and purple. They break your heart, there’s not a damn thing you can do.
It’s a one-light town, where Main street crosses the highway that goes north to Leadville. There’s a garden at the four-way that opens only from Memorial Day, when the chance of snow is slight enough to make buying tomato…
There’s a way of being
in the woods,
a way of walking
on the earth.
Have you seen how
the light slants in
on the summer aspens?
falling first to the leaf
and the silken branch,
and the columbine
how it spends itself
on the flowing water ?
then lies to rest
with the rocks and the grass
and rises through the stems of the grass.
Sometimes, in the woods,
this light will take you.
I know.
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Read. Write. Love the wilderness.